1 May 2011

Suicide

Every time I passed by a building, it will remind me of S. S, just 16, committed suicide last month. she jumped off from the 7th floor of a building situated just in front of her house. She was a friend of my niece. My niece said she wrote on her facebook wall that she wanted to die. But as she was a very happy girl, nobody took her seriously. Of course that changes until she kept her words.

Looking at the building, my mind could not escape thinking of what had happened. Why she committed suicide? Family problem? Love problem? These questions keep repeating on my head. I sometimes saw the mother sitting on the porch looking at the building with sad eyes. I wanted to stop and talk to her, but I just couldn't. I don't have the courage; the courage to see a mother weeps for a daughter that she no longer has.

4 comments:

Shemah said...

My heart breaks for the mother and rest of her family that she left behind. My heart also breaks for S who felt like she didn't have anyone to talk to, or confide in and it saddens me that such a young girl sees the world as such a bad place to be in until taking her own life.

All we can do is pray for her and her family. :( *hugs*

emilayusof said...

shemah, thanks for reading. I did asked my niece whether there's any updates on why S did it. My niece said, the mother and closest friends are keeping mum about it.

let's pray for S and her family. hugs.

Anonymous said...

is praying for her and her family.

emilayusof said...

thanks azila.

 
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