Ironic it is

Isn't it ironic when a person you love for over 20 years ran out of love but gave it to someone else?

Suicide

Every time I passed by a building, it will remind me of S. S, just 16, committed suicide last month. she jumped off from the 7th floor of a building situated just in front of her house. She was a friend of my niece. My niece said she wrote on her facebook wall that she wanted to die. But as she was a very happy girl, nobody took her seriously. Of course that changes until she kept her words.

Looking at the building, my mind could not escape thinking of what had happened. Why she committed suicide? Family problem? Love problem? These questions keep repeating on my head. I sometimes saw the mother sitting on the porch looking at the building with sad eyes. I wanted to stop and talk to her, but I just couldn't. I don't have the courage; the courage to see a mother weeps for a daughter that she no longer has.

A sad beginning of a happy new year

We were so happy yesterday, he chased after us. He was so playful.

He was just a kitten. Mom brought him home from my cousin's house a week after our cat, Tiger went missing.

This afternoon, I accidentally hit him. I did not realised that he was under the car. I suspected he climbed on the tyre. I saw him died. I could not bare this feeling of sadness. Sure I was nagging yesterday coz I have to clean up after his litter and decided not to lock him up in his house so that he could go and litter naturally. But that was just nagging. My intention of him living like normal cat was shattered. I shattered it. I should've locked him up before getting into the car.

Yassin and me, we both were crying like crazy. It was a very bitter experience. He saw the cat died too.