Showing posts with label ramblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ramblings. Show all posts

5 Jul 2011

Cerita Korea

Pergi Korea Selatan memang best. Tempat dia cantik.

Aku menginap di hotel kawasan bandar dan sepanjang 4 hari aku disana, aku tak pernah terjumpa pun seorang wanita Korea yang berpakaian tradisional. Sumpah tak ada.

Rata-rata, remaja perempuan berpakaian moden, berbaju t, berseluar pendek atau berskirt pendek paras peha. Yang pertengahan umur atau yang bekerja memang berpakaian anggun. Pakai kot dan seluar panjang atau skirt paras lutut, atau blouse. Pendek kata, semuanya designer's brand, Donna Karan, Armani, etc. Beg tangan popular adalah Coach atau LV. Bagi makcik-makcik pula, blouse dan seluar besar. Kasut tinggi memang tak lekang.

Tapi walaupun moden, berpakaian jenama dari Amerika, mereka tidak berbahasa orang putih pun. Aku dah test lebih dari 10 kali, memang sah tak boleh.

Tapi kalau pergi Itaewon tempat yang ramai pelancong, ayat yang mereka tahu adalah thank you. Adalah dua tiga orang yang boleh sebut harga dalam bahasa inggeris.

 Itu di Itaewon sahaja.

Tempat lain, jangan harap.

8 Jun 2011

Ropol sini ropol sana

Satu kedai jual tudung ropol, kedai -kedai lain yang sederetnya juga turut menjual tudung ropol. Ini biasalah. 'Trending' kata orang.

"Yang tak ropol punya takde ke dik?"
"Takde kak."
"Jadi, kami yang tak suka ropol ni, takde pilihanlah ya?"
"Macam tu la agaknya."

Yang tak ropol ada la sedikit tetapi rekcorak kainnya huru-hara dan warnanya juga teramat garang. Jadinya, kembali ke tudung bawal. Puashati.

26 Apr 2011

Busy + takde duit + takde duit + kerja + kerja= masih takde duit

Entahlah. Aku dah penat sebenarnya.

10 Apr 2011

Kepayahan hidup

Entahlah.

Macam inilah jadi pelukis. Duit tak tentu masuk. Kadang-kadang berbulan tak berduit. Bil bulan-bulan masuk. Macam mana tu? Yang dah kena potong pun ada.

Aku menangis dalam hati.

7 Oct 2010

Penat

Tahun ini adalah tahun yang amat bertuah bagi aku walaupun agak meletihkan. Benar kata orang, jika hendak berjaya, bukan dengan air liur semata tetapi dengan airmata dan juga keringat. Terkadang aku menangis sendirian kerana kerja-kerja yang berlonggokan. Sukar sekali bagi aku mengimbangi kerjaya dan rumah. Jika kau lewati lorong ini, lalu singgah dirumah usang ini, kau pasti tidak percaya keadaan aku disini. Rumah aku berselerak, sambil aku terjerit memarahi anak yang seorang tetapi kudratnya menyelerakkan rumah bagai sepuluh orang anak. Kucing aku terlalu gemar membuang air merata-rata dan aku akan terjerit lagi memarahi kucing sambil mengenggam alas kaki untuk dibasuh. Terkadang juga, masakan aku hangus gara-gara alpa menyiapkan kerja dihadapan komputer. Aku akan terjerit lagi kerana terkejut kuali ku sudah hitam! Bila aku alpa, aku hairan kenapa hidung aku juga begitu; tidak terbau apa yang mendatang didapur.

Terkadang. Terkadang. Terkadang. Oh! begitu banyak tugas yang harus aku lunaskan!

Jika kau lewati lorong ini, lalu kau jengah rumah usang aku, maafkan aku. Dedaunan kering belum aku sapu.


27 Sept 2010

Syurga dibawah tapak kaki ibu

Nasi lemak buah bidara
sayang selasih hamba lurutkan
Buang emak buang saudara
kerana kekasih hamba turutkan...

Itulah yang berlaku pada segelintir manusia. Walau ibunya memberi restu dan berbesar hati membuat kenduri kecilan untuk anaknya, namun anaknya tidak memperdulikan niat baik ibunya. Kawinnya senyap-senyap dan semenjak kahwin dia tidak pernah pulang menjenguk ibunya yang saban hari menangis merindui anaknya.

Wahai anak, sesungguhnya syurga dibawah tapak kaki ibu. Ingatlah.

14 Jul 2010

lah pulak

Tadi aku kata nak hiatus, tak ada masa nak update blog yang ini. Tapi tiba-tiba sahaja aku terasa mahu.

Jam menunjukkan pukul 1.13 pagi dan aku masih disini, masih cuba mengagahi untuk menyelesaikan kerja-kerja melukis yang bertimbun. Dulu, inilah kerja yang paling aku nak buat dan aku berhenti kerja pejabat sebab nak melukis. Nah, bila dah dapat apa yang aku mahu, sampai tak terlukis!

Anyway, saja je aku nak membebel disini. Lagi, nama aku disalaheja. Dah puas aku bagi e-mel, kad nama dan macam-macam tapi nama aku dieja sebagai Emilia atau Amilia.

Susah sangat ke nak refer balik pada resume, portfolio atau kad nama aku tu?

27 Feb 2010

bad, bad, bad, bad...

What if somebody blame you for being the cause to something and curse you like mad and furiously throw away things?

You:
a - feel so bad
b - feel so very sad
c - always thinking about it
d - always blaming yourself
e - cry
f - could not forget the whole scene
g - all of the above.

G.

2 Oct 2009

Buah yang tak gugur....

Alhamdulillah, aku baru sahaja menerima bayaran dari kawan aku yang sepatutnya dijelaskan 1 tahun yang lalu. Aku tidak akan mengganggu dia dengan panggilan, sms dan e-mel mengenai pembayaran. Dia akan tenang melalui hari-harinya. ^_^

Dua tiga bulan lepas aku sepatutnya menerima bayaran dari satu rangkaian pengiklanan secara online terbesar di Malaysia. Dari sebulan ke sebulan, pengurusannya atau lebih tepat lagi pengasasnya meminta penangguhan atau dasar ekonomi meleset. Dia membayar aku 1/5 dari jumlah pembayaran sebelum hari raya (ini bukanlah perjanjian asal dimana perjanjian asal aku dibayar jumlah penuh). Aku akur setelah dia berjanji membayar bakinya dalam bulan September. Sekarang sudah bulan Oktober. Dua tiga hari lepas aku mengirimkan e-mel kepadanya. Tiada jawapan. Hari ini aku mengirim sms padanya. Tiada jawapan. Lalu aku panjangkan e-mel terdahulu. Tiada juga jawapan.

Masih hidupkah dia?



29 Sept 2009

Server down

It's that time again...emilayusof.com cannot be accessed because the server at Mesrahosting is down. This is the 5th time it happens this year and I am done feeling angry and miserable. I'll just wait till it's up again to continue blogging from my main blog.

13 Jun 2008

Negative one?

Does anybody know what -1 means? OK, let me get this logically; if 0 means no message, does -1 means I owe a message? Or not even one is coming in? Hehe I'm stupid and clueless! I tried to delete some of the messages, in case my message box is full and there's a message waiting in line to come in but still the negative is there.

I'm puzzled. Do leave me a comment if you know anything about this. Thank you much! Let me know if you want me to prop you, will do it right away. Yeah, 12 transactions to date.

8 May 2008

Momok MJ

When my nephew was two, I had quite an experience teaching him how to pronounce simple things around him in English. I am surprised that he learned fast.

One day, just to make sure he remembered what I taught him, I asked, "what is bola in English?" "Ball", he said.

"Okay, how do you say rumah in English?" "House". I'm impressed but he became bored quickly, so I asked him a final question.

"What do you call 'momok' in English?"

"Michael Jackson!", he said confidently!

Muahahahahaha...

(Apparently earlier that day, he had watched a video clip of Michael Jackson's Thriller on the tv. He asked the grandmother who was that and she said "Momok"!)

*Momok means ghost

30 Apr 2008

Procrastinator me!

I finished typesetting the financial book last week, a day after my yawn post. I even made the mock-up and sent it over for finalisation! Yay for me! But that was only a part of it. You see the book comes in a set, the financial book and the trainer's guide. The book is a module for college students. From one day to another, I kept telling myself, "i'll definitely do the trainer's manual tomorrow!" It has been a week and all I did was download the copy from my e-mail!

For now I have a new name: Lazy is the middle name. And Procrastinator is the first name!

Any medication to cure my idleness?


To boost my spirit? A bit? A tiny bit?

28 Apr 2008

Saja merapu

Emak saya balik kampung. Bila emak tiada, kucingnya joli katak. Dia juga ibarat tikus, bila kucing tiada, dia bermaharajalela. Dia suka memunggah, habis roti dimakannya. Saya bagi makan makanan kucing, dia tak mahu. Roti biasa dia tak makan, dia hanya makan roti wholemeal. Saya rasa dia tak anggap dirinya kucing. Tapi bila terasa nak buang air, tak pula dia ke tandas. Dia akan mengiau sekuat hati di pintu, minta dibukakan untuknya. Kebun bunga emak saya jadi tandasnya.

Tiger oh Tiger!

21 Apr 2008

What excites you?

Lately, I would feel sleepy every time I'm on the typesetting jobs. Like the one am working on right now, a financial book for an established financial agency. I dunno, it seems like they don't excite me anymore. Seeing all those letters makes me yawn. I tried making coffee. The more I sip the bigger I yawn. And because of that, I would divert into doing something else. Something that excites me.

Doodle excites me.

This is me, yawning. ;P Yeah, yeah, pretty ugly innit?

Ok, am signing off to get the work done.

14 Apr 2008

Limited?


Does anyone knows whether Body Shop has discontinued their Vanilla or Moonflower eau de toilette? I went to see Elina to pass a job CD and after having lunch, we dropped by the Body Shop. I tried Oceanus, Aqua Lily and few others but the smell of Vanilla or Moonflower edt still lingers on my mind, so I asked the sales assistant about them. She said, "they don't come in edt, they come in oil."
"Sure or not?" I said.
"Sure!" she answered confidently.
"But I bought them few times in edt few years back..." I said.
Knowing that I bought it before, she simply said, "oh, now no more, they're limited".
"Oh you mean obsolete?" I asked.
"Kalau dah takde tu maknanya limited," she answered in a defensive mode.
Elina and me looked at each other and we slowly walked out of the shop. "She's so defensive, we better go," Elina said.

I haven't checked other branches whether they still have those two that I want. But I did searched the net and couldn't find the Moonflower but they still have Vanilla.

So, ma friends, was it limited or obsolete?

27 Mar 2008

Umbrella?


I'm not really into Rihanna but everytime I hear her Umbrella song, my thoughts will travel back in time exactly to where I was in Standard 1. That was like 32 years ago. I have a friend, Siti Aishah, a cute girl who wore baggy pinafore. I remember her face very well to this day. Siti Aishah had a problem pronouncing my name right. Even though I corrected her many times over, she would still call me 'Umbrella'. I was angry at her but she was my good friend and over time I accepted my 'new name'. She told me that Umbrella jived with my real name and thought Umbrella sounded cool.

I remember how she beaten up a boy who kissed me in the cheek! She was so protective and I felt safe with her. In my heart, she was my umbrella.

We lost contact after my family and I moved to another state. I missed her so much. Siti Aishah, wherever you are, you're still in my heart. Lotsa love!

3 Mar 2008

Sex and The City


I have been making bags for people but I do not have the time (read: lazy) to make mine. I have been using this SATC bag which I got free from Female Magazine few years ago. I have proper handbags for me to carry whenever I have meetings but this bag is with me all the time off-meetings!

Work, work, work...

I have:
  • a wedding card to design for Julia
  • pen organiser to make for Daliey
  • a tote to make for Faraz
  • 10! presentations to 'make-up' for AA
  • 80 blank books & bookmarks to make (own project)
  • a logo to design for JD
  • to loose 8 more kgs

and I am:
  • having a major creative block (due to the amount of workload)
  • happily updating my facebook
  • happily making coffee, cup after another
  • staring at the monitor
  • staring blankly at AA's presentations
  • thinking of Julia, Daliey and baby Ali; they're waving at me calling my name!
Ya ampun, sekarang juga saya buat kerja!

 
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